This post may come across as a downer, but I don't mean to come across that way. Based on my family history I just assumed I would live into my 80's or 90's barring some freak accident.
But what if I don't have much time left?
I've always done what I was supposed to do. I always thought if I did what I was supposed to, I would begin to feel like I was supposed to, but after years of doing what I was supposed to do, I still don't feel like I am supposed to.
The age-old struggle between security and freedom consumes me everyday. How many seemingly logical decisions have I made that were really driven by fear? How many opportunities have a lost because I was directed by fear instead of faith?